Sinful

Because I have always said that. We were so young, wild and free. Most of the time rational is what kept us from doing what we ain't supposed to do but just how many times does that work? Pity. And when that happened it is never too late to turn back and search for the lights. Allah always accept our do'a and shines us with lights and pathway.

Too many things happened and only recently I realized that I don't simply live to just eat and have fun. I have responsibilities. To ayah and mak, to my own self and the rest. Lately I have been so scared for some reason I never want to talk about. I am never an Iron Man. Neither a Tony Stark with a heart of steel. I really wanted to go home. I miss ayah and mak badly I can't tell already. I missed being kid and get scolded each and every day and I never care.

And after all this while now is my time to change. I am 18 and my roads is a long way still it is me to put the effort and to make it. A success or another failure. Damn it I hate myself for being such a jerk! Ignorance really kill people sometimes. I am not being emotional. I am being scared of my own shadow. Every mens' dream is Jannah and never in my life heard people wanted to go for the hell. Astaghfirullahalazim :'(

A Day Out

It has been a little while since my last outing so I've decided to go out with my little sister. The real plan was to watch Fast Furious 6 but luck was not on our side :'( by the time we arrived at Midvalley, the only screening left was around 7pm and above. It is impossible for us to watch it so we decided to go for Iron Man 3.

It was a 1.55pm movie so we went for lunch first. My first time trying out the Korean Cuisine at Dubu Dubu. As suggested by my friend, we ordered the Dol Sot Bibimbap and the Honey Garlic Chicken set. Maybe I'm not a Korean so I think that it just doesn't suit me :) haha. But anyways, I had the experience already.

Next I had this few thigs in my to-buy list such as thumbdrive for my roommate as requested by her and biscuits and shampoo and stuff but again, luck was not on my side. I was lost in the crowd of the PC fair and I ended up buying no thumbdrive for her. Sorry dear.

The movie was awesome in total. I even bought my father a kemeja for Fathers' Day :) hehe

Fate and Dreams

:: sometimes, fate and your dreams can collide ::


It has been a long time since my last post and yes, I recently received my SPM results which is equivalent to O level. *I think* and then the whole nightmare came in visiting my life. I have always had this dreams which is to be involved in the crime scene investigation team. The results of too much Detective Conan the anime.

However fate and dreams are like water and oil. Nobody seems to be interested in listening to my dreams of pursuing study in Forensic Science which I thought hell lots of fun. Mum said no! when you gets pregnant, what happen to your work line? Dad seems to eat lots of my words but nobody beats what Mum said. So I ended up rejecting UIA's offer for foundation in Allied Science which is purely going to make sure I will be someone in the CSI team.

I get MARA's offer for medicine *Mum is really excited* in Malaysia so I thought, if I am to pursue Medicine in Malaysia it is better for me to stay with UKM's ASASIpintar. Doesn't make any change either way and I can perform well here since I am very used to the facilities and the instructor. Yes I ditched so many chances but what can I say. Fate and dreams can collide. Said Joe Brooks. :'(

So now I am here waiting for JPA and JPA-MARA results. Who knows Allah prepared something for me which is better.

What Makes You Beautiful :)

7th May 2013

I was digging through stuff in my laptop and I found this :) an old picture when I was in Form 4. That night, we celebrated the Closing Ceremony of the College Carnival. Yes I had a great fun time and this picture, from left to right is me :), Farah Nabila and Menusha. I looked pretty funny in the picture but nobody cares. So here you go.




Then today suddenly I have this class for the new semester called Kepimpinan. At first I thought that it would be boring but hell nope~ the class was hilarious and fun-filled. Laughter and cheers were distributed evenly. *distributed? Okay what ever words that make sense. LOL. The lecturer is PM Dr Fazilah Idris asked us to write what we really thinks of ourselves. So I get these from my two friends :) Amyra and Cing Yee. Let's take a look



I feel greatly blessed coming to this place learning something new and having great friends :) I am confident that one day this place can be brought up to a greater place. More people will be watching every students graduated from this place getting great jobs and great education.

xoxo

Noom Coach

So recently I downloaded a new apps from Google Play called the Noom Coach. It is a very interesting apps that I used to keep track on food I ate and the exercise I've done recently haha.

It is very interesting especially when you are about to do some exercise, you can just tap 'workout' and there you go! A variety of workout you can choose. Plus it also count how much calories have you burn. Next, as a starter you can also insert your dream weight and update your weight everyday :)

In the end, you can see a beautiful graph of how much weight you have lost. It is very convinient as it can be installed right into your smart phone and you don't need full web access. So yeah, that's it for my weekly achievement. However, the user must update the food they took daily. If not having such great app would not help anyway~

But keep in mind, eat healthily and do not starve yourself to death. Just make sure you are healthy:) weight is not a problem so enjoy !

Xoxo

What Grown Up People Do

So the title somehow was a bit grumpy I can tell :) I am bored even though I have lots to revise but who can stay at in front of the books for more that 30 minutes during holidays :)

But nevermind, since I have been attached to the internet connection I used to go to the Youtube and watch people singing and cooking. It is amazing on how at first I was supposed to check out the latest cove from Sam Tsui and somehow I ended up watching Cake Boss. How addictive the show is!

And I have been 18 for few months now but the truth is, I'm still checking on websites for kids~ playing barbie doll online and matching up styles on H&M website. haha funny I did that. Lols

Another fun fact is that this blog is created to enhance my English writing and conversational skills so I won't look stupiddss during interview~ bhahaha. Currently I'm waiting for the interview result. Maybe I'm accepted and maybe I'm not. Or if I'm accepted, am I going for it? Another dilemma. Haish.

Xoxo

18 and parents

I was hesitating before this post but as a girl who is growing up I think I should share this thing with the other. Around the world. Who probably is reading this. The recent news reported that most students in university, the tend to take courses which are not in their interest. Why? Yes, the reason is their parents choose it for them!

Most parents have already set their plan for their kids even before they were born. How crazy is that :) I know right but, the point is even if you guys as the parents want the best for your kids, you guys still cannot force them to do what you guys like..

I know I know but the reality struck was soo bad. I went through the same damn thing. Mum wanted me to be a doctor and yes I said no :) I'm proud of the decision I've made. I'm not going anywhere near medicine.

Haish I'm waiting for the interview's result.. please please please :)