Wednesday, February 29, 2012

: (

tadi bila awak nyanyi, awak cakap kau ilhamku..
tak sanggup nak dengar sampai habis..
saya tak suka dengar awak cakap benda2 cam tu..
especially when its not for me..
habis mood saya hilang sebab awak..
awak tau tak??
awak bersalah!

Tuesday, February 28, 2012

3 months and 16 days

When people ask what makes you so perfect, I can’t help myself from smiling. For no reason sayang. The flashback appears and then I’m back to the moment when you say ‘I’m yours and you’re mine’.

People should know by now, you’re nothing but a perfect beautiful mistake. I never regret it. Not even once, even when I say [I hated you] or when I say [you’re crazy], still I keep crawling back to you. And your memory.

So sayang, I won’t give up on us. Even if the skies get rough. I’m giving you all my love. I’m still looking up. I wish I have your shoulder to lean on once again.


Monday, February 27, 2012

reblog



i lost my sun who shines my day.
i lost my moon that lighten my dark night...
i lost my star that twinkle along with my dreams...
i lost u...
the only person that one time was mine....

* reblog aku punya post from the PAST

11 painful things :




ini aku larh gila!!!

bila kita suka someone bukan kerana rupa,
bila kita suka sumeone not because of his money,
not even because of what people say,
that feeling will lasts the longest.

do trust me..

Sunday, February 26, 2012

* aku still kat sini

It has been 3 months and thirteen days since I lost him. 12th November 2011, the date which I will never forget.

It was raining from the night before. As if the world knew that we’re separating. I went to Kajang for my monthly head check up. Everything started from a very simple question. ‘is it jealousy?’

The question marked the event. Where the time stood still. If I can ever go back to the moment and change my mind. I would never ever ask the question. The world’s biggest mistake I’ve ever did. How can I be so reckless?

If I can ever say sorry again. I would have done that. But then, it’ll be a very awkward moment. I wish the time stood still once again. In between of the split second, I want to say ‘I love you’ once again. If I can ever return to the past, I would have done that and explain very well to you or maybe break the bond between me and him. Plainly to get you back. Enough of all the tears and tissue and mucus. Tell me where is your heart. I’m eager to seek for it.

25 February, 12

ILYSM


Friday, February 24, 2012

wondering why I love you and I miss you. It's a DISEASE