Heart-Breaking Moment

I’m not a perfect person, there are so many things I wish I didn’t do and I never meant to do those things to u. I just want you to know. I found a reason for me to change who I used to be, a reason to start over new and the reason is you. I’m sorry that I hurt you. It’s something I have to live with every day and all the pain I put u through I wish I can take it all away and be the one who catch your tears and breathe. I found a reason to show, a side of me u didn’t know and it’s all because of you.
People know, people notice it. It has been a long time story. The story that I tried to forget once. So hard until I hurt myself. Badly injured, bleeding heart. It has been an old time story until one day, it appears again. Out of nowhere. I am kind of happy, but still I tried to put up my ego. I admit it, last week, I rejected you. Besides, we never talk before. Not a single phrase of ‘Hi, I’m Suraiya’. Never! I don’t know why, but I guess, the ego is too much for you to take. Until at last, my friend come out with the story that you are dating my friend.
There’s nothing much that I can say. Nothing that I can comment on your relationship. You guys look perfect and I’m happy for both of you. Just like her favourite song PERFECT TWO or MARRY YOU.
: The conclusion is, I still have to move on with my life. You! Do what ever you like.
-The End-

Heart-Breaking Moment

I’m not a perfect person, there are so many things I wish I didn’t do and I never meant to do those things to u. I just want you to know. I found a reason for me to change who I used to be, a reason to start over new and the reason is you. I’m sorry that I hurt you. It’s something I have to live with every day and all the pain I put u through I wish I can take it all away and be the one who catch your tears and breathe. I found a reason to show, a side of me u didn’t know and it’s all because of you.
People know, people notice it. It has been a long time story. The story that I tried to forget once. So hard until I hurt myself. Badly injured, bleeding heart. It has been an old time story until one day, it appears again. Out of nowhere. I am kind of happy, but still I tried to put up my ego. I admit it, last week, I rejected you. Besides, we never talk before. Not a single phrase of ‘Hi, I’m Suraiya’. Never! I don’t know why, but I guess, the ego is too much for you to take. Until at last, my friend come out with the story that you are dating my friend.
There’s nothing much that I can say. Nothing that I can comment on your relationship. You guys look perfect and I’m happy for both of you. Just like her favourite song PERFECT TWO or MARRY YOU.
: The conclusion is, I still have to move on with my life. You! Do what ever you like.
-The End-

The Essence Of Life

I never thought about this before but now I started to realize. My life is nothing without you. Memories here, full with you. Sweet, bad, terrible, horrible. Everything, thanks to you. When I cried, you were there, not the one that I cried for. I, once fell in the deepest dream that I created on my own and I realize, I woke up because of you. I, once fell on my way to success and it was you who brought me up again. I, once cried because of him and it was you who wiped my tears away with your smile, advice and joke. It’s never been easy to forget someone you have a crush on but with you around I think it’s easy. Way too easy until I hurt myself again with thoughts and dreams.
I am so happy you win the NST SIR. You have been studying so hard. You deserved everything. I wish you all the best for the next challenge. Gee~

Another Frightening Fight

Once you have the experience involving in the stupid fight between friends, you will always remember it. Forever and always.

Here it goes. We usually eat, chat, study and go everywhere together, but on this unlucky day, I notice that he is ignoring me and my other 2 friends. He eats breakfast with his chinese friends, he ignore all my important question and sit at the end of the class with his pricey VAIO! der~ i hate him!

Went through the day badly. Until I make a decision to apologize if I have ever done something to him. I use his sticky note in his laptop, enlarge it until he can't even see all his application. I can be quite annoying if I want to be. So, be careful. I wrote it with every feeling. Tears keep rolling down my cheek. Stupid tears! But in the end, he didn't even read it. He read just the first line, the middle line and the last line. Such a pitiful fact. Don't he know that I wrote it with feelings?

At the end of the day, he told me that he was just kidding and I'm the one taking it too seriously. I cried a lot that day just because of his stupid joke. Huh! And he added that my reaction was hilarious! What the hell. I cried thinking that he hate me, while he is at the corner of the class laughing at me! Such an evil person! Don't you have a heart?

But still, I want to thank him, he teach me how to grow up, being an adult in a big world.

And P/S: I love the bear hug you gave me at the end of the day and whenever I look up at the star, I always wish that our friendship will never break apart. Stay still to the end of our lifetime.

Love Quote

Knock Me Down

I never thought I'd in love like this. because when I look at you my mind goes on a trip. Then you came in and knock me down on my face. Feels like I'm in a race, but I already won first place. I never thought I'd fall for you as hard as I did. Every morning, I look at you and smile,cause boy you came around and you knock me down. Sometimes love comes around and it knocks me down just get back up when it knocks me down.

Gu Jun Pyo

it's a wave!!! help!!!