Its Quite True... (PATHETIC)

WHEN I LOOK AT YOU...


Everybody needs inspiration,
Everbody needs a song.
A beautiful melody,
When the night's so long.
Cause there is no guarantee,
That this life is easy.

Yeah when my world is falling apart.
When there's no light to break up the dark,
That's when I, I, I look at you.
When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore.
That's when I, I, I look at you.

When I look at you,
I see forgiveness,
I see the truth.
You love me for who I am,
Like the stars hold the moon,
Right there where they belong.
and I know im not alone.

Yeah when my world is falling apart,
When there's no light to break up the dark,
That's when I, I, I look at you.
When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore,
That's when I, I, I look at you.

You, appear just like a dream to me.
Just like kaleidoscope colors,
That cover me,
All I need,
Every breath that I breathe,
Don't you know you're beautiful!

Yeah

When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore,
That's when I, I, I look at you.
I look at you, Yeah, Woah.

You, appear just like a dream to me.

when the thorn bush turns white that's when I'll come home
I am going out to see what I can sow
And I don't know where I'll go
And I don't know what I'll see
But I'll try not to bring it back home with me

Like the morning sun your eyes will follow me
As you watch me wander, curse the powers that be
Cause all I want is here and now but its already been and gone
Our intentions always last that bit too long

Far far away, no voices sounding, no one around me and
you're still there
Far far away, no choices passing, no time confounds me and you're still there

In the full moons light I listen to the stream
And in between the silence hear you calling me
But I don't know where I am and I don't trust who I've been
And If I come home how will I ever leave

Loving someone is the greatest gift of all... if only in a minute we can love this person, we will never forget how to love him... and i, i never given much thought on how i would die... but dying in the place of someone i love seems like a good way to go... and i cant regret the decision i’ve made to leave home... i will miss the cloud, i will miss my loving, erratic, harebrained dad n mom...i will miss my brother and sister... i will miss u...

Or maybe.....
When the thorns bush turns white, that’s when i’ll come home....
i am going out to see what i can sow...
and i dont know where i’ll go and i dont know what i’ll see...
but i’ll try not to bring it back home with me...

Bad Day...

wud a day...

1)went to the airport n by mistakes, i went inside the guy bathroom... guess the airport authority needs to put a bigger sign saying man n woman in front of the toilet... get busted by a man... so malu... >.<..... \



2)back at home... searching for something to eat... n then the blender hit me on my feet... damn... it hurts n left "the blueblack thingy on" with the crescent shape..

3)i,m limping again... coz the stupip pan fell on my same feet at the same place... freaking, fucking, filthy,frosty n wudeverelse... damn...

AvLyn Lau Hui ChWEn...

She Said:

Well i tried
but i won't give in
That's alright
'Cause i'm going to win
now i know
i've got to let you go
Now i see
You were never meant for me

TyQah LoLyPOP

my FRIEND
~ TyQah LolYpoP said:


"Loneliness add beauty to life. It puts special burn
on sunsets and make night air smell better..."

i want u badly

Friendship Last Long~~~

its LOVE all the way to the HEART...

I MiSs u dArLin&

i lost my sun who shines my day.
i lost my moon that lighten my dark night...
i lost my star that twinkle along with my dreams...
i lost u...
the only person that one time was mine....

u wouldn't know how much i miss u... the memory between us will never just fade away from my mind... it cant just go away like that... it needs time... a long time...

DARLING... i miss u, but i know... u will never come back to me... and i know y... because u have move on... n u even try to search for another girl... maybe for the better girl...
and I know I'm not the one u're trying to find...

its me... PATHETIC!

i've never wanted this kind of life... but for the first time in a long time... i feel great... i'm literally on my own...

I'm only me when I'm with you!

Friday night beneath the stars,
in a field behind your yard,
you and I are paintin' pictures in the sky.
And sometimes we don't say a thing;
just listen to the crickets sing.
Everything I need is right here by my side.
And I know everything about you
I don't wanna live without you.


I'm only up when you're not down.
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground.
It's like no matter what I do.
Well you drive me crazy half the time;
the other half I'm only trying to let you know that what I feel is true.
And I'm only me when I'm with you.

Just a small town boy and girl
livin' in a crazy world.
Tryin' to figure out what is and isn't true.
And I don't try to hide my tears.
The secrets or my deepest fears.
Through it all nobody gets me like you do.
And you know everything about me.
You say that you can't live without me.


When I'm with anybody else it's so hard to be myself.
Only you can tell.


That I'm only up when you're not down.
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground.
It's like no matter what I do.
Well you drive me crazy half the time;
the other half I'm only trying to let you know that what I feel is true.
And I'm only me
Who I wanna be
Well, I'm only me when I'm with you
With you

Avlyn Lau Hui Chwen

She said:

baybe,
how i appreciate
every best thing u gave me
forever i'll remember
every sweet moment i spent with you
properly i keep
every lovely present u sent me
ur smile , ur love n ur care
'll always be in my deepest heart..

She said again...

i carve our sweet memories ,
in my love-shaped heart,
where i can replay , and replay
our times , again and, again
when, miss u all,
when, i need u all........

Avlyn + Sue + Shana = 3 crazy besties

here's our besties rule... it isnt really~ but here, read it...

1. Sue is a panda... she has this unexplainable huge dark circle around her eyes...
2. Avlyn is the honeybee... thanks to her brilliant idea in costumes making... n we won the prize...
3. Shana is the mummy... what else she's suppose to be? LOL...
4. we dated each other like since 3 years ago!! wud a happy day...
5. guys, i love u...
6. our secrets? we keep it... n still, forever...
7. we share laughter, tears n pillows... (but i never slept with Shana)
8. what else... ??? i'm really gonna miss u guys..
9. u guys r the best thing that's ever been mine...

I've never wanted this to happen...

baby... u know how much i crave for u... i understand...how much that what had happen between us is just an accident... but i'm pretty sure it's never been only an accident... we both wanted it... love is not something to play with... heart is not a toy to laugh at... n i'm not that fool... i miss u, i heart u...


hugs n kisses
Sue...